Showing posts with label memoir. Show all posts
Showing posts with label memoir. Show all posts

Saturday, April 27, 2013

Forgotten, but not Gone

 I have always enjoyed reading Joyce  Kilmer's " The House with Nobody in IT".  I could relate to it, so I wrote about an old house I remember from my boyhood::


                                                                         Forget--me--nots
                                                                         ironically surround
                                                                         the cellar
                                                                             of the old house.
                                                                         Winter winds
                                                                         had removed
                                                                         a few shingles,
                                                                              but the windows
                                                                         had kept
                                                                         out the snow.
                                                                              Picturesque---
                                                                              An artist's dream---
                                                                         not really.
                                                                         Only an abandoned
                                                                                old house
                                                                         trying to  retain
                                                                         some of its
                                                                                dignity. 

Friday, April 26, 2013

Old Ben?

     Growing up on the coast brought me many old stories, legends and strange tales.  My Grampa Les was quite the story teller, and often sent chills up my spine, so I wrote this to him:


                                  The walk in the daytime
                                   was lovely, for the sun
                                   caused  the tiny ripples
                                   on the water to sparkle
                                   like some rare gems from
                                   the sea,
                                   But at night, the tall trees
                                   seem to block out the moonlight
                                   that might have kept the jewels
                                   sparkling if I could have seen
                                   them.
                                   An eerie moan comes from the wind as
                                   as it tries to part the branches to get
                                   a better look at what is happening
                                   below.
                                   Perhaps Old Ben will make his rounds
                                   to seek out the one who had cheated on him
                                   so long ago.  I quicken my pace now
                                   for my grandfather had once told of Old Ben
                                   searching and mumbling words that
                                   only the wind can understand.                        
                                                        

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Fish Truck

My Grammy Young had her groceries delivered and there were other salesmen that would supply things, like milk, bakery products etc.  I remember these, but what I remembered most was the fish truck:

                         Mr. Finson usually came
                            every Thursday.
                         The back of his paneled truck
                            held ice and fish.
                         When Grammy felt up to it,
                             she'd shop---
                          Buying enough haddock
                              for a chowder.
                          The green peeling paint
                              on the outside
                           gave way to a neat, clean
                               inside, smelling
                           like a hospital disinfectant.
                               As Grammy grew older,                       
                           and I became more responssible,
                                I got to choose the fish.
                           The old man would smile
                                as he counted the money,
                           because Grammy always
                                gave me the exact amount.
                           Time's great eraser leaves only
                                 faded memories,
                            that always become sharper
                                 whenever I smell the aroma
                            of homemade fish chowder.                                                                     
                                

Friday, April 19, 2013

Candle for a Child

My grandmother used to love to sit in a rocking chair in a dark room with a candle she'd  light each night.  I never knew what was in her thoughts.  I could only imagine since some of her children  sometimes acted as if their mother no longer existed:





                                                          She'd light the candle
                                                             Every night and place it
                                                                on the window sill.
                                                           Sighing and turning
                                                              toward the old rocker,
                                                                 she'd think about the
                                                            reunion she hoped would
                                                              some day take place.
                                                                  She did not know,
                                                            or seek to know
                                                               when he might return.
                                                                   Rocking slowly and watching
                                                             the fire of the candlelight,
                                                                she'd close her eyes and
                                                                   allow the child she once knew
                                                            to come back home,
                                                                even though the man
                                                                    hadn't bothered to do so.
               
                                                                                
                                                                    

Stroking Waves

Growing up on the coast on a small farm, I often went to my favorite place, and today I write about it:



                                                                                  Blue, green
                                                                                    yet, gray
                                                                                          is also
                                                                                  a color
                                                                                     of the
                                                                                               sea.
                                                                                  Gulls punctuate
                                                                                    the surface---
                                                                                         white, showing
                                                                                  above the
                                                                                    blending in
                                                                                              of gray.
                                                                                 Seaweed,
                                                                                       newly green
                                                                                             fingers reaching,
                                                                                 stroking waves
                                                                                        as  one
                                                                                            would pet
                                                                                 a purring cat.
                                                                                        I come
                                                                                          to the beach
                                                                                 waiting for
                                                                                       the colors
                                                                                          to speak
                                                                                                to me.

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

To Christine

Today I learned the world lost a great poet, and I lost the best friend I have ever had.  This happened on Deccember 31, 2012.  Nobody had let me know, but I loved her as a wonderful friend and poet.  This poem I wrote for her a few years ago, so she had a chance to read it. Here's to you, Christine:


                                               She's not too proud
                                                    to light the kerosene
                                                                                      lamp,
                                               or to mention artichokes
                                                    growing outside her kitchen
                                                                                      window.
                                               She talks freely about
                                                    the spring wildflowers--
                                                                                       columbine--
                                                windflowers--trilliums--blue myrtle.
                                                                                          Different---
                                                YES, but never strange,
                                                      If she chooses, she'll
                                                                                          run
                                                freely allowing nature to
                                                      clothe her trhoughts and
                                                                                         body.
                                                She held me with
                                                       the fingers of one
                                                                                         hand,
                                                and showed me what
                                                       lies beyond a green
                                                                                         reflection.
                                                 I'd give her thanks
                                                       for all she had given,
                                                                                         but
                                                 I know too well
                                                       that she'll refuse the
                                                                                         praise.
                                                If I could find
                                                       one more yellow swamp
                                                                                         violet,
                                                Perhaps then she'd know
                                                       without  me saying one
                                                                                          word.                               

Monday, April 15, 2013

Elderly Neighbor

I met many interesting , and sometime puzzeling people while growing up on the small  farm in Searsport, Maine.  This poem is about on unforgetable man:


                         The path behind the ledge led to    
                              the field that belonged to the old man
                          who had once tilled it for a garden
                             When his wife was still alive.
                           He wasn't really unfriendly, but he
                              was not used to children as he
                           had never had any of his  own.
                               My father would go there to split
                          wood  for him, and Grampa Les
                                would go to help him stack it inside
                           for winter.  I only saw the kitchen
                                 of his house once when my mother
                           sent me  there with some soup, because
                                 he had been feeling poorly.
                           He told me to thank my mother
                                 for her kindness, but gave me no words
                            of encouragement to stay and
                                 keep him company for a spell.
                             I didn't like or dislike the old man,
                                 but I did feel a sense of loss
                            when my father told me  that he had died.
                                 Perhaps, not solving the many mysteries
                              I knew existed, gave me the feeling
                                  that part of my life was incomplete.